( love,why me?)
By chidinma jerry.
She turned back and faced me
“Am an escort and I came to render services to you but you said you dont need me anymore so why won’t you let me go?”she said.
” Ok, how much are you worth for one week,”I asked.
” i don’t even want to be with you, go to hell.” She said and ran away.
Maybe it’s not shreya, shreya is softer than this.
I walked out and met my friends in the bar
” guys what’s the name of that girl?”i asked.
‘Something shreya”John said.
” can u get her for one week?use your identity, i will pay ” I said
“U know u pay before service”Zack said.
“Ok I will tell u where to transfer the money.”John said.
I walked back inside,i felt so much pain.
SHREYA became an escort.
How? why? .. gosh it was all my fault
Why didn’t I control myself that night
I defiled her in the flame of highness
It must have been so painful, i must have even wounded her deeply and it was all for lust.
I used her virginity to try getting over another woman.
I knew I wasn’t ready to commit
I knew it was just desires and I didn’t have feelings for her yet I stupidly defiled her.
That temple was her life and if I was gonna defile her I should have done it inside my room.
As a bride
She deserves that much.
And when she left I didn’t even Look for her
I went back to work
Like a prostitute I used and dumped
It was 3 weeks later when I realized I was in Love with her that i started searching.
No call no letter
I was wrong
I was really wrong.
She should have meant more to me
I should have taken her more serious.
She knew what she had to loose still she allowed me to have her
Am so stupid.
SHREYA you are mine
I don’t care, I don’t care baby.
You need to come back to me.
I want you to be miy wife..you are the girl I want to take to grandmother.
I took my bath and fell on my bed
She’s an escort
Its so heart breaking.
But I won’t give up on her yet.
Early the next morning I received a call from my friends so I headed off to the suite where she was waiting
It was so beautiful colourful and quiet.
I walked in and locked the main door.
I heard her voice
“Am glad you came,i was already getting bored so I cooked” she said walking out .
She saw me and stopped.
She wore a red gown she looked pretty.
“Oh its you,well since you already payed i won’t deny you what you payed for I will–
I knelt down and her tight by her waist.
“SHREYA I was wrong forgive me,i had no right to do What I did when I knew I didn’t love you but that was then,i love you so much shreya,i had been looking for you,i couldn’t do anything without you” I said
“Its too late to love me now Sam,u didn’t have to leave your wife and–
“Wife? SHREYA am not married, who lied to you?”i said
She wiped her tears
” even at that,you broke me samrhat.
You didn’t even care.
You didn’t even go after me
I begged you to control yourself that night but u couldn’t
I went through so much pain because you were Drunk.
After that pain what I needed was your attention,love,care.
But no,i waited for you In the cold
I was home less
And when I traveled you didn’t bother to reach out to me,The girl you defiled in cold.
I was nothing to you
I know u can’t possibly treat your ex like that
Was I too cheap or too ugly” she wiped her tears and I hugged her tight.
” shreya sorry please”I said
“Let me go Sam I don’t love you anymore.”She added
” shreya please,i Will die”I said.
” samrhat am an escort..am not that virgin anynore
That was why I told you that i wasn’t SHREYA.
I was too embarrassed to let you see what I have become.
I can’t change,I have been different men,I can’t stay without a man.
I Am no longer your shreya.
So what exactly can this escort offer now? What do you want from me?” She said
“Love, shreya please I want to love you,I want you to love me,I want to take you away” I said.
” too bad Sam,Am bit good enough for you” she said.
I stood up and hugged her tight
“I dont care, SHREYA remember our good old days
You can still come back.
U will Change.I want you shreya anyhow,As long as its you..it’s good SHREYA
“Your family would never accept me sam”she said.
“I dont care “I added.
I kissed her lips until she hugged me.
I carried her up into my arms
“Did you say you cooked?”i asked
“Lets go”I said.
“Samrhat you don’t know what I have became.
Am scared that u will leave again.
What if I can’t change?”she said.
” I love you shreya,I love you more than you can imagine.”I said
Soon we sat facing the dinner.
And she watched me eat
“Its nice”I said.
She wiped her tears
“Sam” she shed tears again
“SHREYA”I added .
“Am not good enough for you…you deserve better than me.I don’t even know if I can still give birth.Leave me sam”she added.
” I won’t..if you Wont give birth we will stay childless,I don’t even like children”I said
She smiled and wiped her tears
“Am sorry SHREYA”I said.
“I wish i could wait for you,
I wish i was stronger.”She said.
Soon I was done so I carried her into the bedroom
” Will you sleep by my side from now on?”i asked.
I switched off the light and wrapped my arms around her.
She chuckled sweetly and brightened the lights a bit then she brushed my fingers into her body and kissed me tightly.
She carefully pulled out my top.
Why do I have this feeling this SHREYA might still leave.
” shreya I don’t want to make a misstep with you again”I said.
“Lets get married … lets do It as couple this time, I want to treat you the way you deserve.”I said.
“Wil you go home with me?
Will you marry me?
” samrhat I am an–
“I don’t care I swear..I don’t please”I said.
“You know India is too spiritual, what if the goddess doesn’t Bless me?”i asked.
“Then I will marry you without her blessings” he said.
“What about your family..do U really want to ruin yourself? Sam leave me here please,
You can always visit me” she said.
“Never,i will rather die.
marry me shreya…say Yes